Strange things

It's strange how things can happen at one time and then totally change everything forever. It's been crazy with my beliefs and feelings everywhere, it's definitely been a struggle. But im getting through it a little at a time. I'm so lucky to have some of the support that I have been given in life. I don't know where I would be without them, totally lost. I am thankful everyday. It's been really hard again. I have really really been missing my sister. I'm almost scared to fully believe she is still around, but i've just had so many crazy coincidences happen there after that I just can not deny whats happening in front of me. I do believe we live on after death. I know my sister comes to me in times. Sometimes its just a thought i have that makes me smile, or its a smell that comes across my nose and reminds me of her face. I ask for messages from her all the time, and she does not disappoint. I was in the kitchen at the table with joe and the two youngest when i heard something fall down. My oldest daughter watched my sisters memorial signature book fly off of my shelf and onto the floor with enough distance that it had to be hit. Two days ago I told my sister if she was around to give me a sign, to specifically knock one of those pictures over. She ended up knocking over the largest book on the shelf! It was surprising and amazing. Things like this bring me comfort that we truly just don't know what happens to us after death, and its ok. I am learning to enjoy the life and time i have been given, the blessing i have each day. My girls and my husband and all the love we have for eachother. We have been blessed with a beautiful home to live in. We are all healthy and there isn't much else i could ask for. We have our money problems and such but that is just part of life and the struggle. Take and give.